Turning over a new leaf

<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">I grew up loving law&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">The clean lines of reason&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">the weight of words&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">the promise of justice&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&nbsp&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">I earned my place at university<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">but not my place in myself&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">Confidence was a language I hadn’t yet learned<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">so I stepped aside and life carried me elsewhere&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&nbsp&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">An office&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">Routine&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">Two beautiful children&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">A life full of love&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">yet a quiet ache for the path I’d left behind&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&nbsp&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">Then came the silks&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">bright ribbons of possibility suspended in the air&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">Aerial arts found the part of me I thought I’d lost&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">The courage to climb&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">the strength to hold on&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">the belief that I could rise&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&nbsp&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">I taught others&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">I performed&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">I stood before thousands&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">wrapped in light and motion&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">and for the first time I felt the pulse of self‑belief steady and strong&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">But even in the spotlight something whispered&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;"><em>You’re not finished yet&period;<&sol;em><&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&nbsp&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">So in the year of the Horse&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">a year of bold steps and unstoppable momentum&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">I quit the office&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">released the silks&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">and turned toward the dream I had once been too small to claim&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&nbsp&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">Now I walk forward with the strength I learned in the air&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">the resilience of a mother&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">the clarity of a woman who refuses to live with regret&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&nbsp&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">This is my new leaf&colon; not a gentle turning&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">but a deliberate unfurling&comma;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">a declaration that I can and I will become the lawyer I always meant to be<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p style&equals;"font-weight&colon; 400&semi;">which started here&comma; at the Open University&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;

Rebecca Buchanan
One small person with a very big dream. Ex aerial artist, now aspiring lawyer.